Today, I woke up dreaming about my best friend. Its not so much but I remember seeing tears in his eyes and I felt so much care for him. It saddened me. Even though I woke up and realized it was just a dream, I wasn’t able to shake the feeling and it sticked with me throughout the day.
On another note, I was listening to the song of Honest Society namely “Where are you now?” due to the random play list of the radio station. I got to love the lyrics as it brings back memories.. which are both worth cherishing and painful. But in my case, I guess its more of the pain.
I’ve been looking through the guys she has in her past and I was saddened to realize that her heart is not as whole as it will be. I also realized that I’m an ass by studying my feelings and concluded on how jealous I was on the guy who was able to capture part of her heart. Ugh, I couldn’t shake the negative emotion away, seeing minute per Minuit the blood that is being pumped by her heart has the guy’s name spelled on it. I might not like her as much as I did before, and I’m not sure if i still like her. I honestly, dont know anymore. Its weird.